Blue Period (self portraits)

Judo Dancing Polo Agorophonia

movement 10

esoteric thinking,
all the ideas of the past
have passed through me
into history.
the devils hand
and the hand of god
shaking hands
my hands shake
I mistake the past
for the future
using it to decode
the numerals
like a teacher.
I hole up,
wrap myself in gauze
keep myself from death
which gives one pause.
in a moment
in a second
I escaped,
it was all
torn away from me-
I was free.