Its been quite a year for me...some good...some not so good moments...
I started taking antidepressants this year....first came Celexa which was horrible and produced immediate side effects not even my psychiatrist could figure out. Next came wellbutrin which I thought would help but has been rather ineffective in even keeping my depression down. In fact, looking back over the 9 months I've been taking it I can safely say its not done much other than make me think there should have been something happening when in fact, there wasn't. Actually, I think I need to get the hell off of it. I was better off when I was smoking pot all the time. Sure, it was expensive but at LEAST IT FUCKING WORKED!!
Nothing is worst than finally giving in to everyone's suggestion only to find out all your fears were well founded and legitimate. Its worse when its YOU that pegged all your hopes and dreams of something working on something that takes you months to find out doesn't. I've never been more pissed off in my life.
I'm about ready to throw the towel in on this relationship to boot.
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