God, everything feels so heavy right now. I feel like a child who doesn't understand why things are the way they are, and my heart is hurting because I don't know how to change things and make them better. Where is superman when I need him? Or just someone who could tell me how I can ever find happiness that isn't tainted. At the very least how to keep from making things worse or at least stop caring if its fucked up.
I thought it was already hard and heavy and overwhelming. now it all just feels out of my reach, like I've failed again trying to make other people comfortable, trying to make a relationship stable that isn''t built to be so. what on earth am I doing? I have never felt so lost in my life.
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Hang in there, there is something/someone better out there. We just need to focus on getting whatever level of stability we can have....we've "paid our debt to the hat"...remember that in Drugstore Cowboy? We've paid are fucking dues, come on life, enough already.
I love you, please hang in there and I'll try to do the same. Wonder twin power activate!
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