Saturday, December 27, 2025

Dream Diaries / Waking Diaries

 everything is redeemable if you are able to let it go,

the days are short. 

Medicare Summary Notice(s) still come in my dead husband's name.

Tax Bills. Detritus. Existential paperwork about death and dying. 

The year starts over and starts over again, longer than before.


I thought about Europe ...in the sloppy way Americans think about getting away 

from it all, BUT 

don't and

Then 


A (billy?)


A father sends his sons into battle

fore...a ball sp(9)ns 

without protections surely a f a ll will constrain the gathering falls

long so lord go feel the gathering sighs 

mother who

mother you

fall over this cliff into:


to everything/ powerful/potentialful/ bribe the future and break your fall 

Mother who - imitation (be yerself)

Whooooooooooooooooo-hooooooo-heeeeeeeyyyyyy! (call out )

*branches crash*

Branches Crash

crackles for the faraway dip on in leave the bones and the skin and sufferings and stars for the craft for the stuttering of this blind heart / Away / Sunday Morning / Pythons / Pythagorean Pithy / Pity

We're all 'gone' now...

I've got a feeling I Don't want to go down streets watch out behind you you you / nothing at all. (awake from a dream about ants, for some reason soundtracked by Velvet underground)







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