Hanging On The Outside Of Open Lights / Some Freedom

no crazies left alive
neural pathways
checked for confidence
and then bullets fly
nothing left to hear but guns
nothing left to fear but guns
where will all the bodies fall
when our kingdom rises
you want to tear thru it
taken to extremes slave to lace made of
barbed wire rusted through
the hereafter
its a cancer
you have to traVEL THRough
its an orgy
that fucks your senses like a bad cold
tired of the tedium of the meaningless
whimsical  +/= miscalculated release
the future; unclaimed that voices fear preachers in the ether
the flames that meant to
save you
your saviour
humiliate your self reputation
no limitations
they might as well
have set you on fire
like every despot who ruled
you will pay the price
it will be too high
it will burn as high
as the fire that eats you
that cooks you
here to strip you
send you to unruly infirmary, obscene
what horrors could have been
had I means of accessing
the plate glass
breaks glissando echoes PASS
ever fiber of canvas unremembered will haunt you,
if not the you You
the half life
your pretend to live in sleep.
ever pound that is hard to lift
every extra roll roll of situation lost in the
chins of your face
every memory you can't unsift
like ghosts
like pains in your side that role you over
in sleep
sickly sheep
you kept the promise
mother took to the deep
where the punishment continues in judgment
outside the honor of the hour her ghost continues to push
no need to cast cement but rather dead flowers BURN THIS ABSTRACT ? SMILE AND OBEY
you are not yourself you are the real self others make you
this is destiny
not escaping it
this is what angels pretend to be in projection
just musty panes of glass under thought lakes
silverized to indicate value but really empty moneyless glamourourness taste just like sand
you don't even know how to care about because you are SLOWING down into now...

your memory fears
unkept
unexamined
axe glamour wiped
hemoglobin free
pollution of time marred history shifts to mutiny
unseen \/ spaces leaving smudges
erased faces wiped clean
after you light this
bath of choices
in the midnight
fire.

Lucre is the Large Infection / Its Time For Your Injection

move into
a small space
under a blanket of snow
fear under the stars
they all crash into the tundra
and cast all that is seen into darkness

its okay
sit here and we'll play
turn down the lights games
read labels and forget names
count the flakes
from underneath
invisible
no one can see us
no one can hear us
no one can hurt us
when we're invisible

crazy promise
that love is
a hundred thousand daggers
and a voice screamed hoarse in ecstasy
in between each set of eyes
truths are exchanged
and we're chased by swans
around the lake ignored manly mornings
each wrapper is pulled away
and tossed aside
pain is your just reward
slow pollution of the derelict insides
rotten from reproduction and fallow
damaged schoolgirl dreams
facetious raping reality's injection with liquidity
like the poison of the vampire's
kiss.

crawling

from an old ruin
to an abandoned building
the place where I laid
my head
was full of scars
silent battle trumpets
empty battlefields
hope creeps along
at a snail's pace
as repeating shadows
wag like talkless tongues
laughing mouths
lidless eyes
that see inside
........

somebody please, something, anything.